Sunday, September 19, 2010

Be my baby forever

When I see the leaves changing colors on the mountains, I ignore it.

It's not that I don't want them to change color-- autumn is my favorite time of year. I just don't believe it. I tell myself that it's not really happening, not yet. How could it be? How could it be fall already?

Do you ever ache as you hold your baby because he is just so beautiful and sweet and precious that you don't know what to do about it? You know he is growing up so fast, but all you can do is sit and watch, and know that you are missing so much, and that time is slipping by, and that it will soon be winter, and then spring. And your baby will be growing up.

Don't grow up! Stay how you are! Gaze up at me with those big, round, innocent, curious eyes. Put your hand on my face and stare in wonder at me, let a grin take over your face, laugh when I say "peekaboo." Listen as I sing you a lullaby, rock back and forth to the music. Race across the floor in overwhelming excitement when the front door is open to the outside world or when the bathwater starts running.

Don't grow up. Don't leave me. Don't become just another big person in the world. Be my baby forever, let me hold you, let me kiss your soft cheeks, let me touch your soft hair. Curl your fingers around mine.

Summer, stay forever.

10 comments:

Lori said...

Truer words have never been spoken. *if i were a crier, this would totally make me cry. Instead it just makes me well up inside and then go kiss my sleeping babies*

Linda said...

Very beautifully said. You've expressed my sentiments exactly. It is SO marvelous that those breathtakingly sweet babies turn into WONDERFUL, talented, amazing adults. The joy just keeps coming!

Dahlia said...

You should submit this to a poetry magazine or something because it is so true and precious!

Camilla said...

I don't know what to say except that I agree. Thanks for writing this, Adele, and sharing it. Love you.

Lora said...

I might be brushing tears out of my eyes right now, but I'll never tell.

Natalie Blackham said...

I don't even have kids, and I'm already afraid of them growing up. I do love seeing my adorable nieces and nephews- I don't want them to get bigger either!

Ryan and Camilla said...

This was great.

-Ryan

Kira said...

amen amen amen!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Jackie said...

I am balling my eyes out. So true.

camilla hallows said...

Precious.